15.03.10
Sunday, March 14, 2010 @ 11:29 PM
WOOTS^^ I'm finally back from camp.... and the first thing i did when i reached on was switch on the computer(: hahas... kk ,uhm.... idk whether i liked the camp or not.... because i've always hate camps. cos i always get homesick one, actually not exactly homesick, i dun miss my parents or anything i just miss my bed(: kk uhm... i was in EVERLAST. and my team leader was wendi from 4H. the church helpers were keqing and joshua. uhm... the first day is like damn sian one lors the games...and then supper got ice cream (: then i couldn't sleep lor, keep waking up and stare at raina and melanie, hahas... and hor... i ate very little for every meal, i ate lik 1 quarter of the packet of noodles. uhm... second day was tiring man. morning, raina was unwell, and she left during breakfast and didn't even tell me. i was really depressed man, without her. i almost cried during church service. and i just kept on praying...;X speaking about that, i learnt alot of things about Jesus during this camp... well, jesus is my faithful shephard who would always protect me, call, and lead me. Jesus knows me and i know jesus. just like how the shepard knows he's sheeps and how the sheeps know their shephard. As you all know, adam and eve ate from the tree of knowledge, when god told adam not too. and when god finds out, he was really frustrated, hence he sent both of them out from the garden of eden. and god said that they would be cursed for the rest of their lives. for eg. eve would have a hard time during pregnancy, they would have to work very hard to earn money...... and so on. but, no matter what, god is still taking care of them, although they commited a big mistake. So, god is forever faithful to us. And as long as we are willing to accept him as my saviour, he is willing to atone for our sins, just lik how the scapegoat(real goats) were used during the day of atonement. kk uhm.... the second day'd games better. one station hor, the group given lemon, grapefruit, grass jelly, bittergourd and celery each in a cup( a few portions lar) then we must all eat everything and share, damn digusting, one person suck the lemon then the next continue sucking, but its fun lar. and the lemon and bittergourd was horrible, really horrible. D: then another my favourite game is the pocky stick one. two people bite the end of the pocky stick, then must walk through obsticles. imagine it. and then hor, if the two ppl diff. gender get more points for our proup. then we sabo wendi and keqing to do, hahas. omg... imagine if ke qing's gf saw, lmaos... then i did with germaine and bernice each once, when i laugh then bite until the pocky, then get shorter, and our mouths get closer... eewww... then keqing and joshua do, then everyone: "GAY RAWK!" lols. it was really tiring lor, all the games. then at night still got more games. slept at 12 plus, at least today wake up at 7.25. u know why we all wake up that time? because the sch bell rung... diao-.- then hor got my uniform and boots today woots. but then my bag super heavy, only got handle for hand, and i didn't want to push it using the wheels, because its so awkward... lik i just came bk from holiday... damn tiring seh, some more i got caught in the rain. kk uhm... i would say the camp was fun bcos it kept me from thinking about all my stresses and stuffs, like when i received that offline message. i suddenly rmbered wad wendi said. she said that gals are forever backstabbing their bffs, althoguh they together like superglue lik that, but then behind their back they always gossip about each other. and jeremiah added that for guys its worst, because although they dun exactly gossip, they instead- supress all their feelings inside them, and so on..... not saying that i'm going through all this, just that sooner or later things would come. Another reason why im stressed is bcos of my homework. my mum wants me to go malaysia but i realli dun want, actually bcos i can,t. because all my hw is damn crap. seriously, especially my hecons and literature, and then mon still got brigade knowledge test. haiz..."so do not fear, for i am with you
do not be dismayed, for i am ur god
i will strengthed u and help u
i will uphold u with my righteous right hand
isiah 41:10"
lols.
i decided to put god before my studies, after hearing what ke qin shared with us ytr, i guess it would work.
and, i found another awesome person whom i can tok to and thats pastor beng kwee. idk why but i felt really comfortable with it. raina felt the same too. u see, we were both feeling homesick and stuffs, and when pastor beng kwee came and share with us, we felt really relax... she's really a nice lady XD
well, another thing. jeremiah was sharing with us about having god as our best fwen. and it is awesome. think about all the friends u ever had. how many do u think never betrayed u or wadsoever? how many never ever backstabbed u?
i suddenly very sleepy, want to doze off lerhx. maybe continue ltr.