lalala

Tuesday, August 31, 2010 @ 11:16 PM

310910

@ 12:57 AM

Yesterday night was screwed up

I was freaking tired,

bcos i didn't take a nap in the afternoon,

and i slept really late the night b4

and ytr afternoon,

i was rushing through my homework

so that i can enjoy today and tmr

at night,

my parents came back,

and i was sian...

then mummy asked "when will u get bk ur results?"

then i pointed to my report bk which was on the table

then she scold me for not letting her see

-.-

I DID NOT NOT LET U SEE BCOS I FAILED ENGLISH OKAY T.T

I realy forgot about it

so she wanted me to sit down,

and they wanted to talk to me

i was thinking " what's the point? every year i get back results, u talk to me, saying u'll find a solution to help, but don't even bother in the end"

so yeah... i was like " im very tired"

and i really was

not excuse

then i laid down on the bed

and she came and talk to me

and then i cried

not bcos of english

but bcos they don't even understand me :]

so dad continued the crapping,

about my cousin going to australia, bcos she didn't make it to U and stuff..

and i ignored him okay

like, for once

zzz

so yeah...

screwed up

ytr, stephanie gave me hersheys' to cheer me up

and then, ytr night

zzz

i tried to kee away,

so that my eyes wouldn't get too swollen today

but hell yeah...

i already said i was tired

zzz

today morning

obviously eyes were swollen

dad asked me my shoes size

i was like "yes! I cried for a reason"
bcos he was gonna buy me a new pair of all star converse

i've been bugging him for it

i've "outgrown" my red one

and then my mum's white one too

and on sunday,

he wanted to buy for me,

but buy lee cooper one ><

i want real converse one -.-

and he bought for me already

but he bought size 5

which i'm gonna outgrown really soon

heehee

today morning,

phs teachers day celebration seemed kinda grand

and it was cool

really

except for some parts

we all thought mr phua was gonna sing when he came up on stage with the other teacher,

and "eenie meenie" started playing

LOL

i can't imagine

heehee

don't wanna talk bout the rest :]

slacked with twins and pris afterwards

then went to bbt shop

at first they all dun want buy,

only i buy

then i let them try my lychee freezy with jelly

immediately " Oh my gosh! I gonna buy thatt

then all three ran away to buy

heehee

train-ed to khatib

WANI! MY SAVIOUR!

heehee jkjk

Christ's my saviour

heehee

she ended sch early too

so we met at bh

CHATTED :]

bout her, her husbandS

and stuff

heehee

it was cool :]

then krithi came

withh freakingly awesome suit and makeup

yes krithi.

I'm being sarcastic :]

The makeup totally freaked me out

heehee

then she ran home to change

i ate a little,

deryl came unexpectedly

talked and stuff

left at 1.15

nbps front gate was packed like

wow

chatted with them,

and gladys

lol,

every one loves kalms

heehee

then finally went in b4 2

looked for teachers

gave out the cards,

including krystal's rock candies

deryl went crazy

too bad i told raina i didn't wanna buy it

heehee

we sat down to talk and stuff

took peeks

then this random gal came to ask me where's ivan

???

i was thinking about what ivan told nic last night when nic asked whether he was comign bk today:

" why would i go back to that dumb sch?"

obviously i didn't tell the girl that

i was like " err... i don't think he's coming"

LOL

then went went back to sit,

then i realised she was wearing moses tee

o.O so she is my phs senior

i see i see

she's sec 2 :]

lol

then mr wong showed us his sons peeks

they look really alike

like really

really ><>

talked and screamed and went crazy and everything

then we had to leave at 3 :[

didn't catch a movie with qq

hopefully tmr :]

Today was awesome :]

gonna read ms poey's book

started in the bus

it's really good

:[[[

Saturday, August 28, 2010 @ 8:02 PM

"People change,

things go wrong.

But just remember,

life goes on."

ihatethisshitthing.

Screwed up...

I need a screwdriver

no i need Christ

to strengthen me

argh...

Stephanie,

thanks for everything.

But it didn't really help .___.

I think it's up to me to make my decision

every time i am in this kinda shit,

you are always there for me

i know my decisions always disappoint you,

but no matter what,

you still stand by me

.____.

ytr... went cycling with papa

went to "pump air"

at petrol kiosk next to nbps

he was busy helping me to ump air into the tyres

or wheels -.-

i was busy staring through the fences,

into the basketball court

which left me many memories

which were unforgettable

sigh...

i needa break

maybe i should just end everything,

like how the term is gonna end.

at least i can escape from "reality" for like one day-

wednesday

meeting up with qq and krithi

rainaaa!!!!

went out with her on friday

raina! Ignorance is blisssss

just ignore them okay!

tie your 2 cute little ponytails,

i like them!

260810

Thursday, August 26, 2010 @ 3:39 AM

height and weight today

ahhh...

smth happened

which made me forget about trying to stand tall

something happened uh raina?

i told her, and she gave me her freaky laugh :]]]

150 cm

40kg

im heavy :/

but my bmi's 17.8

so its still okay :]]]

chapel today was nice

many were eating stickys during chapel -.-

ahh... i <3>

heehee

i'm gonna ask shernice to buy passionfruit for me :]

chapel

amanda and i loved the "you are my all in all" song

._____.

kept singing :DD

recess....

epic.

while showering :/

pris and amanda were screaming throughout

cos of the cockroach :/

and other stuff uh...

then ate, then rushed up

maths was okaaaay i guess.____.

maths test next week

zzz

english was fun

miss lim is leaving us

she damn pretty right?1 :DDD

:[[[

she gave us each a pack of goodies

and we went crazy over it

it has been looong since i received goodies okay :]]

all candies and chocolates

to make my weight increase uh??

:DDD

then had lib period

borrowed another gossip girl book

[ another two still reserved under nlb, cannot collect yet]

DDD:

then science did the experiment thing

was okay,

for once

chatted with felicia about some stuff

*ahem*

:DDD

then had break

then disc

i was like randomly looking at the back of the gossip girl book

until i saw

"ages : 15 and above"

muahahahaha :DDD

so i decided not to read .___.

see! me so innocent!

then i offered it to lydia ><>

...

i prefer the carlyles one,

the first series really complicated

:///

so awesome lorh...

triplets

:DDD

so freaking cool

avery

baby

owen :DDD

raina!!!

CHEER UP OKAY :]]]]]

FAITH IS HERE TO SAVE DA DAY :DDD

"i can do all things thru god who strengthens me"

heehee

RAINARAINA

rmb? ytr when i called u,

i said " hello?laraine?"

heehee

bcos i added ur contact as "laraine"

Hopefully ur mum allows u to go out with me tmr :l

:]]]

Monday, August 23, 2010 @ 12:50 AM

:DDD

@ 12:47 AM

:DD

@ 12:45 AM

ZZZ:L

@ 12:20 AM

Hello:]]]

Yesterday was great great great!!!

Here's what happened :]

Morning

woke up too early

Facebook-ed and twitter-ed

Then showered and ate

then went to sch

Pris was there :]

waited for twins

chatted

bought lunch

mrt-ed to stadium

watched table tennis live

texted raina

For the past few days,

I've been arguing with her that the swedish player is cuter than that singaporean one

:DDD

And thus I continued

heehee

Kept on arguign and arguing ><

damn funny XD

So we were cheering and stuff

we kept changign seats, to get a better view

then wanted to get that long balloon thingy

pris and amanda got,

so mel and i went treasure hunting for it

finally saw this generous volunteer who OFFERED us :]

then watched and crapped

S'pore mens lost to Nigeria

-.-

then went to eat

went out from stadium

or else later get caught

then went to 7 eleven. i bought gummies and skittles

then kena caught, cannot bring food in

we were lik smugglers or smth,

trying to hide food all over our bodies

ahem...

amanda's was the best hiding place??? i guess

then gave up

asked mj to bring a bag down,

so that we can put the food in,

then ask him carry it back up xD

haha :DDD

then continued watching and watching

and for some reasons, i was still arguing with raina ><

she said the swedish player was fat

and he wasn't awright...

and i said the s'porean one looked damn cheena

and blahblah...

and dunno why talk until my brother > .<

heehee

then slacked

Pris was freaking bored

but i think its quite fun

it's like the one and only opportunity

and it was fun

cos i completed all my homework b4 that :]

then had this 3h break

went somerset to take neos

then had macdonalds green apple ice cream

used the computers there >.<

then went back

was just on time

haha :]]]

then watched the womens one...

that isabella whatever beat this american gal

:]]]

then china won... i dunno what country ><

oh yah... the many many train rides we had was awesome

it was like a roller coaster

:DDD

today was screwed up

argh...

darn it

i was crying during national anthem

and all the mucus was like ...

haha

here's what i wrote in my diary for work:

- stupid bloody [space] letter

better give by tmr

or else !@#$%^&*

zzz

screw you

and you

zzz

and my mum was like " huh? i thought teacher call then no need give letter?'

wth

and " don't let this spoil ur day okay?"

come on, it already did.

i've hate giving people attitude

i finally thrashed that butch

for all she has done to me

and everyone

im straight.

so leave me alone.

i'm not curved like you .____.

you try throwing a stapler at amanda again

or asking me to fuck off

you're in for it.

thank god i wasn't beside her during the class photo

or else i'll like tear the sch mag or smth

and i texted deryl.

last yr, we came out with this

sian= see-ant

and i was staring and ants at the basin during art to keep me entertained

:]]]

zzz

borrowed gossip girl book during english

recommended by amanda wong

:DDD

one of the book's cover looked quite sick

but always rmb :

" do not judge a book by its cover"

HAHAHAHA :DDD

HighwayMan

Wednesday, August 18, 2010 @ 3:04 AM

Highwayman performance tmr :O

heehee

just painted the gun

painting the Sun

Waiting for it to dry

to do another layer

I STILL RMB WHAT AUNTIE GINA AND MS MAK TAUGHT IN ART IN ACTION

:DDD

lalala...

Today morning.

Announcements:

there are 20 tickets for YOG judo

Then straight after assembly,

some peopel ran to the office

then we also wanted

after like awhile,

then run there ><

damn funny

ONLY 20 TICKETS U KNOW

then me, twins, pris, steph, phyo under

RESERVED :[[

heehee

hope we get it

ytr:

watched on tv yog swimming, gymastics, running, taekwondo

remembered what ms fu said about YOG swimming-

guys

The females were HUGE

I mean my body

today melanie : "ohmygosh faith. u are getting sicker day by day"

AGREED!

Taekwondo was nice

singaporean- malay

fasting

no food no water

lost by one mark :/

my mum was persuading me to re-join taekwondo

since i have one more grading to black and blah....

then my grandma was seeing the sparring:

"[translated from teochew] AIYO, THOSE GIRLS ARH.. SO VIOLENT. HOW CAN THEY JOIN THIS KINDA STUFF? REALLY HORRIBLE"

haha

i was staring at my mum : 'YA LORH!!"

haha

then she dium dium

i couldn't stop laughing

My grandma didn't know I joined THAT before

for 3 years .<

heehee

but sparring is fun

WITH THE GUARD

bUT wearing it sucks .<

I <34>

BECAUSE IT IS FUNNY><

ESPECIALLY WHEN U HIT THE WRONG PART

or when some young kid keeps hitting continuously ><

heehee

but its still fun

I practise it daily

WITH NICHOLAS!

lalala...

zzz...

pris is creating a bloooog :]

went back with steph xD

Dialog session was totally crap

the 2 of us were timing how long HE takes before he scolds another pupils

min. : 20s

max. ??? 3min?

heehee

amanda and i were like " next time, everytime got YOG tickets to give out, we go chiong and take." I dun believe we can't go for even one

HAHA xD

1Corinthians 13:13

Monday, August 16, 2010 @ 2:55 AM

And now these these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love

1 Corinthians 13;13

John 14:27

@ 12:10 AM

Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.

John 17:27

Ahhh...

Common test results were terrible

And really disappointing

It's like... I feel that I've let God down, and everyone else down..parents.... and even myself :/

Really sad

I felt my tears choked in my throat

I hate it when that happens

Its just like how my mum tells me off

And how I always try to not cry

Although in the end... I still do

Even up till today

yeah...

:[[[

I failed english.

After 12 years and 9 months of my life,

I actually failed something "BIG"

and worst part.

English.

If I fail english overall,

no heading to express stream

okay?

wth.

I tried mediating on the Word of God.

But didn't help.

I was scanning through the bible app. on my iPhone while crossing the traffic light

[ask stephanie]

for His strength and mercy

:///

Mdm Laura went though John 14:28 during devotion.

It is really meaningful

.____.

Urgh...

I don't feel like meeting up with deryl and krithi tmr already

no mood

Dun want to get back rest of the results tmr

and dun feel like bringing that big horse prop home tmr

argh...

AHHHH!!!!

Sunday, August 15, 2010 @ 12:38 AM

Screw the whole thing

Zzz

Sorry okay?

I just didn't feel like going out at all today

I know I should be glad that you gals wanted to include me

but this week has been freaking tiring

monday- was still in marina sands

- had diarhoea in the middle of the night

- went raffles hospital

tuesday- Had to rush through my revision for CT, because the pass few days had been wasted in marina bay sands

wednesday- Literature and Geography CT

Thursday- Science CT

Friday- Maths CT

- Went out with Krithi

Although we didn't do much, It was nice to meet up and chat

- Polished boots for an hour

Saturday- GB

Two hours of drill plus scolding

for not polishing boots

wth???

At least devotion was fun uh abby?raina? :]

Sunday- Slacked in the morning watching tv till 1

- Went for lunch

- gonna take a nap soon

zzz

Amanda :]

Cheer up kkays

Sometimes we don't always get what we want,

but I'll always be there for you

Although that doesn't mean punching their faces for you :]

I know what! Everytime you are angry,

sing the tamil song out loud!

I'm sure you would cheer up after that!

Okay. So CT is over.

Big deal -.-

getting results from tomorrow onwards

perfomance for highwayman poem on tues

we haven't even get half of the preparation done

zzz

I hope kayaking would be good

although that means almost half of my weekend gone

lalalala...

Teachers' day coming up!

gonna meet up with deryl and krithi, hopefully qq as well next week

:]]] to get the teachers' day gifts

Faith.

Friday, August 6, 2010 @ 7:17 PM

Glee season 2 ep 3 would be titled Faith.

heehee....

lalala...

National Day Celebrations

Thursday, August 5, 2010 @ 8:59 PM

So okay...

Today morning

texted Stephanie

While going to school

We were planning to meet and the signing in area

and we did

Thanks for waiiting for me Mr. Bump :D

Then walked in

Saw pris, charis and phyo phyo

chatted...

Twins came...

The ndp parade was funny

Because Amanda kept copying what the commander was saying

I don't like remembering all those malay commands -.-

But I still love drill okay!! Like raina :D drill is cool :] marching is easy ! heehee

then we couldn't see what's going on

because those in the supporting contigent were very tall :/

awright.

I'm short.

okay.

Then went to the hall

we went shouting through each other's ears through the paper xD

then the twins answered questions during the quiz

haha

actually they saw the questions before,

that's why they knew that they had to count how many times the word "Singapore" appeared in the song xD

heehee

then we got those flags and the balloon thingy

We were busy singing the indian song

that we were not even looking at what the choir members were doing ><

heehee

Amanda's in love with that song

lalala...

heehee

Then when we were dismissed,

the girl on my right bueysong with me

take her rubbish, throw over to my side when i stand

becos, before that, she asks us to squeeze to the left,

but we already no space,

then amanda whispered to me

then she bueysong lorh

then ms fu saw the rubbish,

and she sarcastically said

"can u pick up the rubbish?"

knnbccb lorh,

that girl

!@#$

zzz

then went bbt shop

with pris and the twins

took an hour

becos of the auntie

amanda even got told off by her

urgh...

i felt myself burning inside me

zzz

I MANAGE TO MAKE MEL KEEP THE 5 CENTS'

HURRAY~~~

Amanda saw my phone's peeks at the train station

she pointed at the pic of my house, at the swimmming pool

and went " ohmygosh!! u live there?! that's my tuition teacher's house!!!"

haha

I live in a swimming pool

imma underwater pool creature xD

heehee

I love their tution teacher .___.

always give gifts one

damn coooooool

HELLOOO

@ 1:58 AM

heeheeheeheehee

I'M BORED

GONNA DO MATHS SOON

I REALLY DUN GET WHAT MRS LIM TRIES TO TEACH

HAIZ...

CHINESE TEST TODAY :DD

QUITE OKAY I THINK

GOT BACK MATHS AND GEOG TODAY

17 AND 17 FOR BOTH [17/20]

HEEHEE

79 FOR CHINESE

LALALA....

NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATIONS TMR

NO GB ON SAT???

STAYING IN SENTOSA TO WATCH FIREWORKS???

supposed to watch movie with qianqi tmr

but she suddenly got npcc

I wanted to like...

say this to jeremy tmr if he teases pris :

" DON'T BULLY HER LARH... I TELL QIANQI LATER WHEN I SEE HER U WANT?"

zzz

lalala...

smth happened during science ytr

which I still don't get it

you scold someone " fcuk you"

when the person makes u angry

but if u dislike the person,

why would u still want to fcuk the person???

isn't it a disadvantage to themselves?

o.O

I WOULDN'T SAY WHO :]

When I told amanda,

she was like:

*GIGGLES* YA HORH... PEOPLE NEVER USE THE VULGAR PROPERLY"

heehee

And we were discussing about how she provoked him, to make things turn out horribly -.-

STEPHHY,

I LOVE THE WEIRD HANDSHAKE :]

I'M NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO PERFORMANCE POETRY

I'M. BESS.

DON'T LAUGH OKAY ANYONE .___.

"Shattered her breast in the moonlight and warned him with her death"

URGH.... THIS SUCKS

AND I'M MELANIE'S HORSE

URGH...

WHY CAN'T WE JUST GET A PROP?

HORSES ARE PATHETIC

...

lalala... PS. THANKS STEPH FOR EVERYTHING

Tuesday, August 3, 2010 @ 12:18 AM

Stephanie....

Thanks alot :]I lovedieyou to the max.

I'm really sad that I can't handle critics well

What [insertnamehere] said to me really affected me

I dunnow hy am I like that :/

If she really prefer Abby than me,

Then so be it

But no matter what,

no one can ever replace ur postition in my heart

Sometimes [insertnamehere] should just keep her comments to herself

Especially when it is not good comments

Nowadays,

I feel that it seems like

there is a piece of glass inbetween me and them

I hate it.

Screw my life larh.

zzz.

Okay erm...

I'm just gonna voice out my opinions to Abby, Lixuan, and Chinyee.

Fine, I wouldn't. I deleted everything I've written.

But just one sentence:

" I'M DONE WITH ALL OF YOU" :]

Don't get me,

nor steph,

nor raina

involved.

Cos the three of us are trying to be AS NICE AS POSSIBLE AWRIGHT.

and more importantly,

I treasure them loads.

So erm...

CT starting tomorrow

urgh...

Saw leon on the road,while i was in the bus just now

oh yeah... Huithong train-ed back with me

WhatThe.

nATIONAL DAY CELEBRATION.

Two years ago.

We had hairspray for 5.1'08

One year ago.

We had tatoo on our faces for 6.1'09

MY LIFE WASN'T SCREWED UP BEFORE 2010 :DDD

This year,

pretty sure nothing.

yeah...

Trying to smile :DDD

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