bye!
Tuesday, October 25, 2011 @ 1:26 AM
I hope 2h is having fun at the chalet. I didn't want to go from the start. I promised myself not to go, when i heard those girls gossiping about me and i could hear everything clearly. I almost cried and it was before my science practical exam, after i found out how raina screwed up for hers and broke test tubes and stuff. and yeah, i know im in no position to judge them, since it's not like as if i've never gossiped about others. So I forgotten about the matter and moved on, thinking that school would be ending in 7 weeks. And I told of how I won't feel comfortable going since I'm not really bonded with the class, the only close friends I have are mel, amanda and huithong, who were all in my class last year. I kinda hate myself for not bothering to socialise with others. It's not that bad larh, like I definitely made quite a lot of friends, or maybe just acquaintances? But if I were to be in the class without the twins and huithong, I definitely wouldn't bother starting a conversation with anyone. I know that I am wonderfully made by God by why is it that I can't seem to feel God's peace? :/ Anyway, yeah. everyone's having fun at the chalet right now and i sort of regret not going esp when there's only 1 day of school left. maybe not everyone, but yeah... UG Heritage trail was okay I guess. Was kinda unhappy that I was the only girl in my group, and i didn't know the other ug guys, but i survived it i guess.Saturday, October 22, 2011 @ 7:38 PM
"Strength will rise as we wait upon the LORDWe will wait upon the LORD
We will wait upon the LORD"
Yesterday was fun :) bb, gb and youth ministry event. whole day of epic fun. We were not really comfortable being grouped with bb according to squads at first but I guess we all made new friends :)
Bought a new pair of converse for nanjing:)
PURPLE :D
Heritage trail on tuesday.
kinda nervous no other sec 2 gb girls in my group
and i dun know people from other ug well :/
I'm kinda afraid about nanjing and all :(
Thursday, October 20, 2011 @ 7:45 PM
i'll never rollerblade ever again.the bloody wound on my leg looks disgusting
hip hop was fine.
wushu on monday
strange post exam activities.
pupil release day 2 today.
nanjing briefing tonight.
i hate rotting at home when everyone else are hanging out
but i'm too lazy today..
THANK YOU LORD
Monday, October 17, 2011 @ 3:03 AM
someone: bryan, u're an assholebryan: no larh, i'm a douchbag
huithong: (none of her business, doing her own stuff) huh bryan you douchbag arh?
Idk why but this was really dumb and i laughed like some insane woman, funny way to end my day at school:P
so got bag rest of the papers today, in summary, english a2, maths, science, history, chinese, dnt, art a1, lit b3. art a1, unbelievable man :O i broke my pencil into 3 pieces today, inspired by melanie. i was really really bored. and huithong was annoying me for 6 hours straight. i feel bad for treating her mean, unlike the way i normally treat others. but really, she don't deserve my respect, she throws stuff at me, hits me, scolds all sorts of vulgarities at me and pushes my table. crap, she went over my limit. i tried treating her nicer this year cos the twins were doing so, and similarly like this year she had been an outcast in the class. i talk to her nicely and stuff, and she starts abusing her authority and treat me like dirt, i just hope i'll be able tolerate he last 6 days of school, sitting behind her, oh no:/ Stay strong S, mel and amanda, have faith in yourselves:)
Friday, October 14, 2011 @ 12:53 AM
english chinese and lit results today. english 74% (walao, forever liddat one! :<), chinese 83 %, both excluding oral, and lit 66%- shit. highest in cohort 74 % :/ nanjing briefing today, grouped with amanda melanie priscilla steph and amelia, krystal and amanda soh. not sure about other classes ones though, and rooming :X oh yeah, so my lit results really spoilt my mood, and i wished tomorrow was monday so we could get back all our results and not be kept in suspense. can die looking at the answer schemes sent alright. and i really hope the twins enlightened themselves and realise no matter what they should put bio as their first choice cos that's what they truly want, and whether or not they get in eventually, it's God's choice. and that amazing 6 letter words A-P-P-E-A-L. :P GB tmr, i hate how i always dread gb after a long break from cca, though i know i'll still enjoy myself eventually. cheerleading course tmr, JOKE MAN, SERIOUSLY. I suddenly really want ptc to come real quick. but time really flies. i rmb mid year ptc, my mum was shocked to find out i got 2nd in level, i was too of course! no way that's gonna happen this time round, but who cares. and i rmb the mother infront of me was fb-ing, and my mum was taking pictures of the ISH and posting it onto fb and tagging me and my dad, LOL;D and my form teacher who's from china was speaking in chinese and my dad and i were translating for mum ;P PTC IS FUN :DDD and then there's 4 pre nanjing briefing coming up in the next two weeks. awesome, prevent me from rotting at home :D i forgot to bring my tie today, damn, wasted 5 dollars, and i'm supposed to save up money to buy steph's bday present and snacks for nanjing, URGH. i thought it was monday, wth. im looking forward to post-exam activities :D last year we had golf exposure and science centre, mid year had newater visit, changi prison this time round, yipee! :DWednesday, October 12, 2011 @ 1:56 AM
2nd post of the year, heehee :P Woke up at 4 today to do art prep work, exams ended today. art was so relaxed :) went j8 with amanda, melanie, steph, phyo, amelia and pearleen:) had kfc and then loitered around diva and ntuc, it was fun:D they had these halloween latex masks which we were all tempted to buy as they were really scary, and we're all be in nanjing during halloween :D speaking of which, i don't want groupings for nanjing and i want to choose my roomies! :(((( or else it'll end up like SLC:/ thankfully raina sneaked into my group though :) It was fun discussing what snacks to bring over to nanjing too :D oh boy, im so excited :PThank God for seeing me through this year:)
Thank You for this fruitful year.
Lord, grant me the serenity to accept whatever results I'll get , as it is Your will in me.
So hmm... I've spent 7 months deciding between bio and econs and i've finally decided on bio :D i really hope i get in! :)
Sec 2s farewell plan due next week, little done. I got no courage to take the first step :/